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[i=s] 本帖最后由 博彩哥 于 2012-6-18 23:52 编辑 [/i]& x6 q2 j @ s- z* \: h
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博彩多年；风风雨雨，既大赢过，也大输过！还记得10年前也只是买几注彩票而以！而后经朋友介绍!足球彩票，黑庄什么的都玩啊！现在10年过去了，感慨过去的一切！
~0 S* u: I& T2 t' q我不知道我自己算不算是一个赌徒，但4年来我始终摆脱不了赌魔的控制，所有一切美好的事物都和我不沾边，我自问自己是一个孝顺听话的好孩子，但赌让我好矛盾，赌害人害己，我的家人就是最大的受害人，伤心难过，病倒，甚至不能好好的过年，赌让我变得好自私，一到DC什么家人朋友早就忘的一干二净，为了赌可以疲于奔命，赢了大吃大喝，输了就去骗去偷，输到没钱了，就开始希望大家原谅大家给温暖大家同情，赌让我没了诚信没了友情亲情，说谎成一种自我安慰的毒药，说一个谎，就要说更多的谎来圆之前的一个谎。赌让我的人生变得灰暗，赌让我精神恍惚，内心受煎熬，睡不好吃不下，自己一步一步把自己推向罪恶的深渊。
- Y) U$ l( q$ F: } 什么输了放不下，什么环境影响，什么我控制不住自己，都是借口，赌让我给自己找了太多的借口，这些借口的后面是债台高筑，是众叛亲离，是家庭的破碎。。。3 k; [7 _- |! K5 V
今天我不再回头了，我要戒赌，我要新的开始新的人生，戒了很多次没成功也好，不再影响我的判断，我不想再做一个无情无义，自私，阴毒的小人，我是个男人，男人就要承担起一切的失落和苦痛，何况这些苦痛都是自己找的。3 W% G' u! |/ D( ]8 P( p6 H* P/ z% f
没有借口，开始了就不要回头，赌不赌都是自己的选择，人是靠思维来判断什么事该做什么事不该做，控制不了自己，是自己输给了自己，是自己心里想赌，是自己的选择也是自己给自己找的借口，现在我把自己的全部精力投入到工作上，工作开始有起色，自己也变得勤劳，我开始从新建立信心，我可以有钱不再去赌，虽然在有钱那一刻，心还是很痒的，但想想看赌隐和毒瘾比起来那就不算是隐了，不赌会死吗，答案是不会。不赌难受吗，但想想自己在DC时一注千金，潇洒挥霍，家人却天天提心吊胆，睡不好觉以泪洗面，你还会因一时不赌而难受吗？答案是你没资格难受，你是在拿自己的未来，自己的青春，父母的期望父母的生命，家庭的美满来下注，你输不起!5 B# l) e7 O2 A+ |# A2 {
如果有人告诉你世上无难事，只怕有心人，你信吗，答案是我相信因为我就在做还债这件谁都不想的难事上，但好像并不是很难，我努力工作，慢慢就会找回以前那个人勤劳肯干的自己，每工作一天，我的债务就减轻一点，我每多付出一点，内心就会感到美好多一点。如果有人告诉你未来是美好的，你信吗，答案是幸福不是必然的，但有的幸福是看得见的，父母的健在，家庭的和睦，一家人整整齐齐就是幸福，想要更过的幸福就要用诚信辛勤的汗水，脚踏实地的去交换。
/ V3 z1 \* g4 S( {8 M6 o 金钱可以使人富有，也可以使人堕落，金钱可以使人成功，也可以使人一败涂地。失去金钱只是失去人生的一小部分，失去健康失去人生很大一部分，失去勇气，志气失去全部。
6 {* [# R: H" t3 {( E! b 不能不承认，每当回想起自己失去的金钱，心里有点难受，不是自己很有钱，是因为时间冲淡一些，每当回想起自己失去的亲情友情后悔不已，想挽回但并不是都能挽回，把人伤害的太深，他们的疤是结在心里的，每当回想起自己那幅不敢面对现实，自暴自弃的脸孔，真的感觉没脸见人。3 I5 n, n$ w9 p- z' _
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